Today..

Man today has been amazing!

First i went to the gym.. which was great after eating 3 christmas dinners in 3 days :o

After i got home, had to go back out to Sudbury to help Rebecca's Family decorate their new home (man it's huge compared to ours!! Jealous!! lol)

This was great, i enjoyed painting and talking to Clare, and also the rest of the family... also pieter (there little bro) supposedly is abit funny with people they (the 3 females) and plays around, but he was actually pretty good which was a good thing.

Then you have Lily! what a cute puppy, esp when she likes to play bite you.. awwwww...

Anywayz, in the afternoon Becca and I were sorta told we had to go take her for a walk, which was excellent because i got to spend some time alone with Becca but also the enjoyment of watching a puppy run about :) I didn't speak to her about what i really wanted to speak to her about.

Now im at home contimplating whether to fone Becca tonight or leave it till tomorrow, i'm so love sick atm (Sad i knw) but all i can do is think about her and it makes me upset not being able to speak to her and be with her all the time.. ok i suppose the times we are together is more special... oh well maybe soon i can actually pluck up the courage and ask her out... we'll see... in the mean time all i can do is think about her and patiently wait :)

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A thought that's occured to me over the last few days-weeks which decided to write down now is that is it just me or is almost everything got love/sexual innuendo.. this makes things really annoying when you really like someone and your not actually going out with them yet... ARGH!!!! do i take it as a sign from God (cos before it din't rly matter/notice) and that he is telling me to ask her out, or do i just think i'm stupid!

AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!