95% of my friends from High School have basically left me and culdn't give 2 shits about me anymore.. i don't really have any friends in college either.. and the friends i do have dnt seem to care about how i feel/think which rly pisses me off.
Then you got Rebecca, I love her loads, shes the only good thing in my life atm but then all i think about is bad stuff that she might think about me or she'll say no and call me fat and ugly if i ask her out, because im so paranoid and then i make stupid messed up texts to her and stuff and like omfg!!!!! Then i think i'm so stupid which makes me upset and i just wanna cry.. tbh i have been crying whilst writing this atm.
My life is totally messed, my head is screwed up.. and i rly dnt knw how to make it better. I've joined the gym to help me lose weight but now i've finally weighed myself all i think of myself now is a fat ugly low-life loser.
If anyone actually cares about me.. please help! E-mail me on phillip_baker12@hotmail.com, txt or call on 07708544839, or just simply leave a comment! Thanx.
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