I phoned up Becca and well i didn't directly ask her out, i just asked if we could meet up because i wanted to speak about things and she guessed and well she told me that she wanted to be friends.. my heart broke instantly... it's probably for the best though my life is full of letdowns and it's just becoming usual now.
Least i've still got her as a friend and well i hope she doesn't do what most of them are doing to me and just blocking me out.. i'll still love becca more then ever, and well somehow i'll cope with the fact i probably won't be able to go out with her but i'll be persistant and be friendly and well i never know it might work out in the end.
Am i really going to die a lonely old fart.. cos always it's "lets just be friends" yes it's great to have friends but why am i not someone who people love?
I better stop before i cry even more (not that i probably can) I still love Rebecca and i cherish your friendship now.
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