All day today and last night i have been thinking about Rebecca loads! and it hurts and last nite i even cried myself to sleep.. some people saying im just getting too obsessed now, but if you knew how i felt about Becca you'd know it was love rather then obsession!
I got told Becca would be at home on her own today and I was gonna fone her up, and shes not there :( then i left a stupid stuffed up message.. ARGH! im such a jerk!
I don't know but i could just be acting over paranoid and that she might actually like me, but everything i think of atm just seems to think i'm coming across as too pushy or summin and she wont like me!!! AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!
W/E the outcome is... i can say one thing... i really am messed up in the head at the moment (along with other thoughts) and the only way i think i can relieve some of this is to finally ask Becca out, and hope she says yes, but its her choice if she says no then i'll have to accept that!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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