Done it again lol...

I aint posted in ages again.. sorry :o

Driving = wicked, been on A14 twice now, getting more confident in general driving which is good and im doing well for only having 7 lessons. Still need to do theory but i'll get it done sometime.

College, man this is getting tough lol and its only first year :o almost failed the course because i didnt do abit of work because i was off ill and no1 told me about it -.- but im getting there.. so hopefully i'll pass with a merit maybe, but atm i'll be happy with an overall pass lol.

Spiritually and emotional im having a rollercoaster ride.. Sunday at Youth Councils was great except i had sore throat so couldn't sing songs as good as i wanted to (i did a bit, and had no voice on monday lol) Im contemplating ASCA thinking the good and bad things about it and whether i really want to go or not.. atm im not too sure. My feelings are good now, i think its safer if i just say i dont like anyone in that way, even tho deep down i might, it's just easier for everyone really.

Friends at college, this is hard.. i hang around with like 2 mates nearly all the time, ones into all sorts of stuff but goes on about it abit too much, and the others into talking about sex and girls 24/7 -.- this gets hard as i havent told them about my christian values because i know they dont like it and i dont wanna lose friends over it... but its extremely hard i have to pretend im interesting in all the music, videos etc and girls..

Well, easter hols coming up.. time to relax....... NOT... lol :P got lots of college work to do, and babysitting.. just found out i gotta be up for 8am yes 8am for driving lesson on Monday too :( thats gonna be abit of a pain.