Did i really LOVE Rebecca? Probably not.. people are right you have to actually know them well to love someone.
So what was i feeling? Obviously i was feeling an attraction towards her but i was stupid to call it love, it wasn't as strong as true love but it was a strong desire that i actually wanted to be with her.. and i think thats why it probably went all wrong, because i thought it was love!
Now i've gotten over the fact she said no, realised i was abit too obsessive and wasn't really in love and just appreciating that Rebecca is happy not being with me!
Yea i really do like Rebecca alot and i want to be with her still.. i dunno if anything will happen between us?
Maybe my previous blogs were right and that i truly havent got over it yet and i'm just putting my feelings of rejection to the closest person to me.. i dunno.. i'll have to see over the next few weeks and months!
EDIT: i now realise why people don't like me as more then a friend, and i dnt blame them...
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