Thursday, 29 March 2007

Done it again lol...

I aint posted in ages again.. sorry :o

Driving = wicked, been on A14 twice now, getting more confident in general driving which is good and im doing well for only having 7 lessons. Still need to do theory but i'll get it done sometime.

College, man this is getting tough lol and its only first year :o almost failed the course because i didnt do abit of work because i was off ill and no1 told me about it -.- but im getting there.. so hopefully i'll pass with a merit maybe, but atm i'll be happy with an overall pass lol.

Spiritually and emotional im having a rollercoaster ride.. Sunday at Youth Councils was great except i had sore throat so couldn't sing songs as good as i wanted to (i did a bit, and had no voice on monday lol) Im contemplating ASCA thinking the good and bad things about it and whether i really want to go or not.. atm im not too sure. My feelings are good now, i think its safer if i just say i dont like anyone in that way, even tho deep down i might, it's just easier for everyone really.

Friends at college, this is hard.. i hang around with like 2 mates nearly all the time, ones into all sorts of stuff but goes on about it abit too much, and the others into talking about sex and girls 24/7 -.- this gets hard as i havent told them about my christian values because i know they dont like it and i dont wanna lose friends over it... but its extremely hard i have to pretend im interesting in all the music, videos etc and girls..

Well, easter hols coming up.. time to relax....... NOT... lol :P got lots of college work to do, and babysitting.. just found out i gotta be up for 8am yes 8am for driving lesson on Monday too :( thats gonna be abit of a pain.

Wednesday, 14 March 2007

:o aint updated in a while :o

oops, i keep forgetting to do my blog lol!

Well life atm, isnt bad, but its not great.

College i blurgh, too much work, not enough fun lol!

Driving is going good, even though its three weeks since i had a proper lesson... well i say that, but last week i was driving for like 10 mins, stalled it :o yes im rubbish ok lol! and it dint want to start again.. so erm i kinda broke it :o havent heard from my instructor since hehe.

My thoughts about thinks atm, is alright, i haven't had lots of confusing thoughts about who/what i like.. i think i know for sure who i like :) ok, nothings gonna happen, but its good to be less "troubled" in the head (couldnt find a better word lol)

Last Sunday was wicked, Songster sunday. We sang loads of songs and it was really funny, especially our opening song "singing in the heavenly choir" cos we werent exactly ready to perform it without books so some of the older folk forgot their words and actions lol. All in all the songs were good, the testimony's and sermons were intersting and thoughtful.

Having said i enjoyed singing on Sunday, im being a hypocrite to my own words, because the songsters are going to Norwich Cathedral on Saturday and im kinda not going because i'm going to Sudbury's "Quiz and Chip" night :) It will be fun nonetheless but i should really of gone to the Cathedral.

Well hopefully i'll continue to update regularly.. just tell me off for when im not lol